30th January.

Oh God, I'm beginning to feel insane bit by bit, day by day, each day we're not talking. This feeling is really inside my head now. Banging on the walls. I feel like I'm at the edge of a cliff. Looking down to a bottomless pit full of misery. Baby, I miss you like crazy. Now's the time I can use the term crazy. I need to talk to you, and at the very least, listen to your voice for one whole sentence telling me you love me. Please do come online soon.

I miss you.

I love you.

28th January.

Sigh, baby. I need to talk to you now. I need you. =[
It sucks to now that only on the weekends can we converse. I really want to hear your voice now.

I love you.

27th January.

Baby, I've been missing you lately,
Been needing you lately.
I'm feeling so lonely,
Without your presence,
Without your bubbly,
Funny energetic presence.

Mia, I love you.

I really miss you, I really need to hear your voice now.
Sigh, If only there were a way to meet you, face to face. If only there were a way to let us meet in between all these distance we have between us. Let us feel each other, touch each other, whisper in each others ear. Baby, I miss you.

I love you.

25th January.

It's been a long day baby. You know how people say that their day ends with a blink of an eye? It's probably because they've been spending their time with their love ones, when they're having fun. Well mine was probably more than a blink of an eye. Your absence makes time move so slow. It's like I'm in this time warp where one second is to one hour. Come back to me baby, cause' I miss you. More and more with each passing second. Wish you were here to spend time with me. I'd make breakfast for you in the morning, shop with you in the afternoon, sing for you in the evening, lie down under the stars with you at night, till you fall asleep. I'd be happy watching you close your eyes under the stars while I watch you fall asleep. Oh how happy I'd be if that day finally comes.

I love you.

24th January.

Baby, I love you. You do not know to what extend I would do now to see you. Every time I look at a picture of you in my room I start crying. Maybe it's just the feeling of loneliness without you. I miss you, and I really want to hear your voice in my ears again. Your sweet voice, the voice that I'd come home to everyday, to listen, to savour, to make my mind be at peace. I hope you're doing fine there, and I hope you're thinking of me as I am thinking of you. 24/7, 60 minutes of every hour, 60 seconds of every minute, and even though I'm thinking of you that much, I still can't get enough of you. I do hope that I could turn back the time just to see you just one more time. Just one more time, I'd be happy. Knowing that I can't hurts me so badly. Every time I close my eyes, I see your smile. Every time I think of you, my eyes would start watering, and every time I write to you, my heart would beat so fast it wouldn't stop for nothing. My heart beats for you baby. I miss you, I really do.

I love you.